letting shit go

so we're just hanging out letting bygones be bygones Ming Old Wounds [ __ ] the haters man [ __ ] hate [ __ ] racism [ __ ] sexism [ __ ] [ __ ] sickos [ __ ] stupid [ __ ] got some champag vodka Alex here is about to go to jail for a whole goddamn year prison prison yeah a little bit more extreme than jail me a year in jail that's fing babysitting I don't know what person's going to be like I personally have never been there but I do oh Josh and apology for all the times I've gotten stupid and stupid [ __ ] so I do apologize no I appreciate you apologize for hitting on me and then acting a fool when you get too drunk yeah that's why I don't get too drunk anymore not to mention I don't feel like getting punched anymore that hurt and what the next day it felt it well this is a drink combo I'm calling a Sasha it is Nikolai vodka mixed with some Corell Pink Champagne it is pretty good Le I think it's got a sweet taste to it it's real FL I know they call it what's that word it's like flowery but floral floral floral taste to it but it's really strong bite but yeah it doesn't really have see I'm secure enough with my masculinity to drink this and hang out with him despite everything people who make fun of me for my drink combos for being quote unquote girly just because it's a gender fluid that doesn't mean [ __ ] there's no such thing as a girly drink what did you know Sasha is a gender neutral name but it's at common attributed to females so and that's literally my name in Russia but yes I'm going to prison for a year in state of Wyoming and then I have to be expedited to the state of Montana to face charges of vehicle auto theft I was set up that's all I'm GNA say Montana go [ __ ] yourself or least the [ __ ] should set you up yeah well I've never had good experiences in Montana so yeah [ __ ] those [ __ ] good oh I am spending my last night with Josh because because I can't think of a better friend to spend it with he's going to go stay the night at a friend's house yeah well where just got to play some Call of Duty and pass out he he he needs to drink alcohol every day it's a medical necessity for him so your seni your Bud's a bigger alcoholic than I am yeah he has to have it every day kind of lowkey sad if he don't it will Lally kill him like the doctors have been told him that and that's why every time he asked me hey man can you help me get some alcohol I'm right on it because I I don't want to see anyone die that I know people call me an alcoholic but I never drinking so much alcohol that I could die if I don't drink it so I'm grateful for that tomorrow is the 16e anniversary of the day my mom died and I got turned herself into prison there is [ __ ] yeah but at least I'm not going to torington and I am so gray now it is not even funny my grandpa had a full headed white hair before he was 30 am I a little bit far off not very much so you said you were clean off the meth that's good meth weed uh Coke mushrooms that's all I do and I haven't been able to find PCP and I have not been able to find DM even though I do want to try that at least once in my life um because at least clean off the that's good acid oh I'm clean off everything except tobacco and obviously alcohol but I've been learning moderation and I've got set up to where I get 300 bucks a month in prison to spend on my commissary and my phone bill and I already have a job when I get out good and my mom used to work for the re-entry Center here in Casper so that's where I'm going to go to when I get released so it's a one to three for the state of Wyoming and then when I go up to Montana whatever I get there I'm going to come back here to the re-entry Center because I already got it set up for that I already talked to the judge about that I just have to go through the formal [ __ ] you know I just I just don't know how air going into preson with 34 double C's you're going to be real popular on there bud oh well it's my fault my decision consequences you going have to Buck Up nut up or shut up you know just how it is but I'm going to treat everybody the way I intend to be treated that's how it should be man treat there the way you want to be treated cheers and if I'm considered a [ __ ] for it oh I want to eat right no I'm not I'm not I haven't been able to do that and all over here I haven't been any find anyone that I would even touch with a 39 and a half pole he's never daddy of course but he doesn't did that stuff he takes care of me on any emotional Financial emotional intellectual physical level not sexual so no it takes a big person to step up and apologize for their actions so I appreciate it well the first step to fixing a problem is admit and exists and having a exactly it takes a big man to ask for forgiveness takes an even bigger man ask for permission and to this whole not to bring it up but to this whole Jessica thing yeah not talk about her on my channel I'm gonna send Jessica boil her stuff that she sent me back with her pain coat and then I'm just leave at that I hope that you guys find a middle ground and all this stuff she's not going to find a middle ground with me dude she is the [ __ ] literal worst well I know you don't like to talk talk about it but no I don't want to give her any attention on my channel because she's not worth the time or the energy I wish no will upon anyone and I hope for the best for everyone and I fully agree I don't want any ill intent towards Jessica I just wish she'd leave me the [ __ ] alone and quit talking about me and my EXC crushes on her channel it's so [ __ ] stupid and that's that's all I'm GNA say especially after the fact I told Jessica I never dated them and I don't have feelings for them anymore when we were dating I told Jessica I says I don't care if you're as pretty as my ex crushes I'm trying to make it work but she's literally sufferable dud I'm going to say that I'm going to work on my physical health and my mental health and my emotional health while I'm down I going get my G I'm going to try to do better for myself so I'm at a better standpoint when I get out I already have a job and be honest bro I want to see if you be my workout but bu a workout buddy for when I get out for hitting the gym and [ __ ] mhm and my sparring buddy because quite the frankly you're quite the [ __ ] fighter and that would be an honor to be your Spartan partner I don't know fight unless it's necessary or I'm cornered or threatened just the way just thought cobras are on the wild I'm not meaning like full on fighting I mean like training like Goku and Vegeta damn it kakarat over 8,000 that's my bul that's my bul I love that one I love that movie I'm sorry but that is that is just that Vegeta has never been like that hey even surpass Goku [ __ ] time Vegeta gets a win [ __ ] I never thought Vegeta would until that movie and I was just like holy [ __ ] that's my do give flying [ __ ] you know he does about one special lady I wish somebody looked at me like that and that's not being gay or anything but you know that's got to bite to it oh that's got to bite yeah I do I was thinking this same thing you took the word right out of my mouth you taste the Pink Champagne which tastes delicious then the Vodka hits and you're like Sasha I called it yeah I call it a Sasha I made a drink combo for this [ __ ] made him his own custom official drink combo official better trademark that [ __ ] introduced him to the Nikolai Vodka it's cheap and it's a big ass bottle for what I paid for it friend Nam Nikolai one time it was an online friend but he really was from Russia and [ __ ] and then I had a friend named Boris too and he only liked me because I kicked his ass on E's combat Infinity drunk of course on VOD but VOD here is not real VOD guys VOD May out a [ __ ] wheat or some sort of grain they make it that for making potatoes potato called potato juice it's like a light brown did you know the byproduct of making real Russian BL is called night shap and it's a very deadly poison that look heart attack yeah I really think I'm going to try and become a history teacher a lot of my fans have been asking about you a lot of your fans do get a hold of me and in fact the fans are the only reason I found you so one particular fan who cares about our friendship and you know what he did point out to me that we are friends and you know no matter what I have to be the bigger man and admit my wrongs and I can't I can't put the blame despite all the crap I get for hanging out with cell I'm still friends with him to a point you know what I'm saying like [ __ ] the haters is my own I can't blame anyone but myself for the problems and the faults I'm going through because if you look back throughout the history I'm the one that [ __ ] did it it was my own damn fault and yeah when you do something stupid you talk [ __ ] get hit [ __ ] around and find out you know and this is a good drink combo and yeah I I will go now to the system and I will I did the crime I'll doe time and yes William Davis Clark I do apologize part of me still loves you but you are a narcissistic victimizer I hope you find your happy place and what makes sounds like Jessica to a tea man well that's your opinion and you're entitled to it I don't know this person you don't want to meet Jessica Bo she's the absolute worst no I don't I I'm sorry like I said I don't want any ill intent towards her I wish nothing but the best but I wish you just leave me the [ __ ] alone I mean agree to disagree go your separate ways let byon Be gons Live and Let Live I mean if you knew the whole story trust me no one's believing her [ __ ] don't want to know the whole story I get updates from fans and I do follow the channel I don't like half the [ __ ] that gone on with that whole situation I mean that's a very toxic relationship and to anyone that's gone through a toxic relationship or going through a toxic relationship please do yourself the favor in gtf out get the [ __ ] out all right buddy I better get going you got to rest this cheers oh and I brought something to Josh today that's new Josh care to open it up and try something the pant yeah I will before I go and you can have the rest of this Alex camel Reese's popcorn I've never tried it so I figured I get some and try it with y smells good let's try a couple pieces I can smell here give me a couple pieces yes sir okay that's [ __ ] delicious salty chocolatey and sweet sweet and salty at reesei not a sponsor not a sponsor W Campbell Alexander Campbell not sponsor oh Jessica boy was talking matchit about you and spreading rumors about us that weren't even I know I I hear every time I come over which has only been three times since I got back to C Wyoming and I've been gone a year so I now I got to make up rumors to [ __ ] get inside Jessica's head I'm Already There the [ __ ] is [ __ ] obsessed with me and it's cute I went to rehab I went to a group home and then I got out I've been to three different States since then I've had a job for the N9 months I'm clean and sober of drugs for 10 months I'm doing better but I still I I did the time I did the crime I got do time and I'm going to nut up or shut up and be a man Even though that's how you got to be man not up shut up and be a man that's how it is I obviously don't have the physique anymore I know that I've never had the temperament or the personality so I am myself and I'm making myself feel I'm making myself look the way I feel on the inside and that's it it's my own personal agenda it's what I want to do it's what I want to be and if you don't like it that's their problem I guess that's your problem hey man I'm straight different strug for different folks you know whatever floats your boat Different Strokes for different folks you [ __ ] wankers he went there yeah I did but Josh thank you for setting me straight I've been thinking about it for a long time and yes I was I was a drunken [ __ ] you kind of were dude and I you know I not kind of I was I crossed the line I apologize again well I appreciate you apologizing PEB and when I get out yeah um we'll come and have a celebration because uh it's a mandatory thing to get your GED and say where I me when you go to prison to get out I mean I've had people try to tell me different but I've Got Friends they in there right now I've got connections and [ __ ] so I'm I'm a little bit knowledgeable on what to expect but I do got to get going with all right man I'll see you tomorrow when you come back with the money give me some skin no homo no homo no judgment if you are a gay straight by whatever as long as you're Ino I don't give a [ __ ] I'm think about becoming a lesbian there you go a trans lesbian wow that would be because that would be really hard for me in this state because I'd have to find another trans but it's not impossible there are quite a few that do come through Casper but they don't stay here I mean they're like my unicorn like redheads I can't I I can chase them all I want but I can't catch one to be honest I'd be worried it one chase me because I just apparently do not do well with relationships but I bid you all a very fond farewell toles tubes later bro later man thank you for the fun forwell yeah you're welcome stay safe in prison dude I will do my most best later man would you like to see me out good sir the door I got that was quite the unexpected visit to when he did show up YouTube the problem with my ex-girlfriend Jessica Bole is she's got severe [ __ ] mental problems and she refuses to work on herself it's always someone else's fault it's always mess's fault or it's always my fault or whatever and it's like what do you do tell I want do I want to get drunk off this [ __ ] drink combo one second but the fact that Campbell is willing to work on work on they thems whatever is P I don't know so we'll just see how that plays out for