drink combo

up YouTube so I got a drink combo on Deck mixing some very delicious 360 Bean cherry vodka and I'm mixing it with this stuff strawberries and cream Dr Pepper it is exquisite now I lowered the G fundme down to like 10 grand $10,000 I'm not going to make it any higher or any lower all of it's going directly to Angie when I get the money and I have it the goost by my birthday to have that money in Angie's hand and the reason why I set up to GoFundMe page is because I feel horrible about the way my trolls have treated Ellen and Angie and Walt over the years and then Walt dies on top of it and it's just disgusting like the whole thing is just [ __ ] sad and it's like I don't care if Ellen dates me or [ __ ] me or whatever I'm trying to be a good person you know I like I've let go of the crush I've had on her for years and you know at this point I just feel horrible for crushing on her and the way my trolls treated on treated her and [ __ ] so I'm just trying to do right by wal and help Angie out you know what I'm saying like and the trolls are trying to get the G fny page taken down because they're miserable cowards the only reason why I don't want to go to Walt's funerals because I don't want Ellen to feel uncomfortable or creep down even though me and Walt were best buds before any of the trolls started harassing me her like straight up I was friends with Walt before I took off on YouTube and before I started crushing on her daughter and then after I stopped crushing on her and continued to back off here's think of it sincerely YouTube If I was stalking Ellen do you think Walt and Angie let me come over the answer is no the [ __ ] they would not you want to see what stalking really looks like look at what my ex-girlfriend did to me Jessica [ __ ] n boil I can't stand her right now I'm smoking a camel filterless having want to drink combo with Sasha just chaing out hanging out and like I said I feel horrible about the way my trolls have treated Walt's family over the years just because they look past my eccentric ways and my autism and like Walt never let the trolls get to him you know what I'm saying he's like Josh is a good dude and I [ __ ] with him you know what I'm saying and like I'm forever in debt to Walt for that it's nice to have friends outside of the internet I appreciate all my internet friends don't get me wrong but you outside of that it's like and like Walt's death has been hard on a lot of people and people just don't get it they're so obsessed with [ __ ] with Cobra and bullying me and trying to piss me off make me sad sad and miserable and it's it's honestly sadder than Walt dying you know what I'm saying like and I get the nastiest text messages about Walton and their daughter and [ __ ] and it's like what the [ __ ] is wrong with people dude I don't care if Ellen [ __ ] dates me or notices me leave her the [ __ ] alone she's already going through a hard enough [ __ ] time losing her daddy she don't need to [ __ ] deal with any more crap and like Angie's struggling to pay bills because she has to pay for a [ __ ] funeral and it's you know that's another reason why I have the GoFundMe setup is that you know I know $110,000 would definitely help Angie out I had that 20,000 but that's a lot of money to ask for such a short time so I loaded it down to $10,000 and that's where it's going to stay anything I can to help I don't want any recognition or thanks for it I'm just trying to be a good person do right by Walt you know it's [ __ ] his death [ __ ] sucks and [ __ ] the [ __ ] trolls trying to get my gofund page taken down they're like well why don't you plug Angie and Ellen's gofund page you piece of [ __ ] and I'm like because I don't need Angie and Ellen getting harassed on their gofund page when I'm trying to help them pay for expenses so that's why I started my own [ __ ] goddamn two follow me page two words two plausible deniability well my trolls are calling me a piece of [ __ ] because I won't go live to help pay for Walt's funeral and then want I try to set up and go f page to help Angie and Ellen out [ __ ] I get called a creepy stalker and a piece of [ __ ] and it's like you you real realiz that if I do go hang out with Angie I only come over unless I'm invited and if Ellen is coming over to see your mom I [ __ ] off and leave because I don't want any more drama with their family dude protecting Angie and Ellen is more important to me than Ellen dating me like I don't give a [ __ ] if she dates me dude not trying to be a dick to Ellen but I got a [ __ ] ton of fan girls that want to date me it ain't nothing but a trip why don't you plug Angie me well because for one you want the extra layer security two this is your contribution to help well it's not really a contribution to her it's just to Walt's family no the Walt funeral and family the help you know you don't want you want to set up your own thing do it on your own because that way the trolls have been harassing me and my GoFundMe nonstop creating fake Gmail accounts with stupid troll names just to [ __ ] with me I had one [ __ ] pretending to be Terrence pop on you on you know one of the YouTubers I watch just to [ __ ] with me and I text him in the back that says all the money I make off that go fund me page is going to help Angie and Walt and Ellen and you're not the real Terren pop you're just some [ __ ] [ __ ] bullying Cobra it's like wow considering that Terrence pop is a veteran himself I don't think you'd have a problem with me trying to help out one of my Vietnam vet Buddies